Monthly Archives: August 2011


Sometimes I wonder if it’s possible or realistic…

To build something lasting, doesn’t it have to start with a solid foundation?  If the foundation’s not solid, isn’t everything you try to pile on top of it destined to be unstable?  I don’t know if you can repair something built on an unstable foundation.


Fear of Change

I like to talk a big game, but in reality, I find myself absolutely paralyzed by the fear of making the wrong decision. The status quo falls somewhere between uneasy and miserable, yet it’s somehow comforting to know that I know what I’m going to get. I’m absolutely terrified of making a change that might put me in an even worse position than I am now. I’m absolutely terrified of regret. I’ve had way too much of it in my life.